i am mastering it now

Being aware that you are the observer, that you are your consciousness, is the ultimate unlock to understanding how we experience life.

At any point, at any time, you choose what to feel, and you choose how the real-time physical world around you is interpreted through the lens of your ego.

Consciousness itself is raw. Your ego is the conduit between pure awareness (consciousness) and the physical world. Your ego can do two things (not just these two, but these are two aspects that I want to highlight):

1. It can direct your consciousness to create a future reality in which your affirmations manifest.

2. It can alter the present, physical reality so that you choose how to experience it.

It can, of course, affect the past as well, in the sense that you choose how your past memories influence your present self.

When you have no mastery of your ego, when you have no awareness of your inner self, you allow the vibrations surrounding you to create your reality.

I have ultimate control over my mind and myself because I am aware of both my ego and my inner consciousness.

As such, I choose how I interpret the past, I choose how I experience the present, and I choose what comes for me in my future. This is ultimate agency.